I feel so much older now. I know not much time has gone by in between journal entries. And I know alot of people don't really read these things but I guess the reason we even bother typing these messages is that we want to believe people are actually listening to us. I'm not really anybody right now but I will be someday. My message will motivate nobody's right now and they'll become people later. I'm just a kid honestly, still a kid growing up and getting older. I've had problems, real world problems, in fact I continue to deal with these things constantly. Like I said, I know people don't really read these things but also I want to feel imp